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(?)
03:47
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How do you learn to put yourself back together?
I wouldn't know, I thought I was all there
Honestly, there's a part of me that wished that you were still here
Just start to look in the mirror
Highs and lows, I'm getting over it
At least that's what I'll tell myself
You'll find somebody else
Or maybe convince yourself it's time for some professional help
Ooooooo
You should be honest with yourself
I can be honest with myself
Well, just darting around
The lines on my ceiling look 10 times better than the back of my eyelids
I dreamt last night and it was getting violent
I dreamt last night and it was getting violent...
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2. |
Just Beneath the Surf
03:04
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I've got it all made up
Just to fall back in line
You think there's more here, more here
Just beneath the surf
These thoughts and ideals
reek of hypocrisy
But put a pretty little bow on top
and call them mine
Maria, Maria calls me
Just as I lie through my teeth
She holds me down,
She holds me down,
She holds me down -
Just beneath the surf
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3. |
Quarterinch
03:00
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Peel it back just to see what's inside
Praying it's not right
Now it's all I can see and it keeps me up at night
Knowing I roll the die a quarterinch from the light
Think I was wrong this time
I'm afraid we were wrong this...
...gooooo
Break the mold in spite of what you've been told
Wait by the light and open up your eyes
As it stand, my feet no longer touch the floor
What was all this for?
To beckon in a new light, my eyes burned at first sight
And now I don't see what will become of me
Break the mold in spite of what you've been told
Wait by the light and open up your eyes
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4. |
Nails
02:54
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n - a - i - l - ssssss
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Comedown
03:49
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Don't know the difference between a thought and a feeling
I'll push them away instead, get out of my head
Strung out and peaking through that open door behind my eyes
and making enemies with my friends
I haven't figured out how to break through from the comedown
Lights on and I'm coming around
I'm so sick of the sound of my inner monologue
Always coming undone, it's coming on strong when the silence is in town
Don't wait up, I'm nowhere to be found
But strangely, I've been alright
Working on the both sides of my shoulders while the clock tries to flip over again
Why? Watch my time
Now I feel it on my mind
Here I found myself tonight
(reversed garble)
Why? Recall my life
And I log all the time
I can't decide on what is right
Keep it coming...
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6. |
Settle
02:53
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Settle down, the days will come back to you
And I would know, because I've been there before
I'm finding it's not exciting to stay inside
Just spending my days re-learning how to unwind
It all feels collapsible
But I've been working on myself for months
"You're looking svelt man, but how's your health my friend?"
It's nice to talk this way for once
As it all slows, we grow uncomfortable
You'll take a smile for granted
And I don't know what's to come of anything or anyone
but I know it's going to end
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ooo0ooooo
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grander Hoboken, New Jersey
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